What comforts you most?
Things that I have found out about myself in the last week and half:
I really dislike sleeping on floors...
I need a phone, not want one or could live without one, need. There are way too many things going on during these days in California and I need to be updated and people need to update me.
I should start dressing like I want to work. I love me a good pair of jeans and a t-shirt, but my wardrobe needs an update...
I like being online. I scan through over 1,000 pages a day... and I am never bored.
I need a massage once a month, something to do with carrying a backpack with a terrabite and a 15inch computer around and the scoliosis I have a hard time acknowledging that I have...
I actually, truly enjoy driving. So much so that I will daze off into thought and miss my exit by 13 miles. :)
I love when I get an email that I can respond back to immediately. Quit spamming me, I can't actually talk back to you!
I hate that I have never really shown people what I can do, I get nervous just like a lot of people and I tell them "no, its ok I can't really do that anyways," its a lie. I can, and I will when I have at least one drink in me. (oh don't judge, you probably have the same issues, you just wish someone would justify the fact that alcohol is bad for you during life situations and big decisions) Grow some balls, shoot that whiskey and get on with your day.
I don't show very many people what I write. I am nervous that the people who do know me, will be either embarrassed or they won't like my ideas. (no thats true, I wish I could say fuck the world, really I would love to.)
I took a picture today. I really want to know what I want. It difficult when you want to do so many things, then you end up doing none of them. Right now I am currently employed with RSM RobbyStarbuckMedia, as a personal assistant. The company produces music videos for very well known bands and I finally get to be on the crew side. Don't get me wrong, I love being on camera, I have just realized I am not that good at it. I will practice, because my dad always says practice makes perfect. And I truly believe that.
I have started my own music video inspiration file thanks to my new boss and I am sort of getting the hang of all this industry stuff. Even though I thought I already knew how everything worked. I am going to start posting what movies I have watched, because I feel like I have watched a lot of them and I have to start remembering what I saw.
MOST RECENT:
1) Up in the Air
2) Its Complicated
3)What Happens in Vegas
4)Catfish
There is way more, but I can't think of them.
Alright, c'est la vie for now!
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