Goals Shmols Tolls on "The Dream"

I've accomplished a couple small goals recently. You can be preturbed as to what they may have been, but I don't really care how you personally react to this. All I care about is numbers and whether or not you are undeniably entertained by the antics that is my life. On that note; I finally got the hook up I wanted. I'm not sure why I am so proud of it. Probably because I set a certain expectation and I met it. It feels good to have done something so specific. Not that it has anything to do with the rest of my life as a life-changing event would, but it was just a small personal party for me.
I want to also add that I only wanted to have a friend and not one to necessarily dump our problems on each other before or after you are "involved," but just someone to have good conversation and "situational happiness" without the rapture of a "steady relationship" as so many of you all seem to be fighting for, when all you do is lie, cheat and steal and maybe have a moment or two when you're actually happy.

All in all, I got, in its entirety, what I wanted. It just feels good and the person involved actually feels the same way. We will not be dating, however, I'm not into that whole "ruin a good thing"... thing.

Love this moment. You don't have to be in love.

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To Sleepover or to not Have Sex...

Huge question. What do you think about friend sleep overs? You just go to that persons house a girl goes to a guy, you're not sure the situation. You haven't known eachother very long, but you know there is a reason you're attrached to them. So you go have this awkward sleepover situation where everyone is emotionally unavailable, but you can't seem to have sober sex because you will be revealing secret things that the other person will remember in the morning. Sooo what do you do? You should just go hangout, the boy will "promise" to not "touch" you and you can just "cuddle." Anywho. All I want is to hangout, pass out and just have really great friends in the morning without having to be asked terrible questions like "soooo do you like me?" Chances are I just came to say hello. I want to be your friend, I don't want to walk out the next morning feeling less about myself because you expected to "cuddle" and were sorely disappointed. So say what you mean and mean what you say. But since this became an issue ill just refrain from sleepovers, because they won't turn into one night stands...

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me write blog.

As amazingly articulate as it sounds, yes, I do. Welcome! I'm just making this my own. When I say "my own" it will be absolutely ridiculous. Though, now, I am going to start doing more posts. Short quips, if you will, about the undiscovered, unimaginable life that I am currently taking from the universe. Thanks to good friends and even better drinks, I'm sure you'll see something you like and I don't have any expectations so read away, you reader.

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