Thursday, September 23, 2010

Dog Days of Los Angeles

Usually one would describe 'dog days' as hot, humid and unenjoyable, I don't disagree.  I unfortunately started a new TV series... Nip/Tuck.  Ooops.  Although I have been using my netflix to its full potential, here are some of the movies I have watched!

1. Remember Me- terribly tragic.
2. Julie and Julia - funny and great story.
3. Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs.  - Cute, Monkey was my favorite part.
4. The Princess Frog. - I laughed a lot.
5. She's Out of My League. - Very Funny.
6. Up in the Air. - Well deserving, but not as good as I thought it would be.
7. The Crazies. - Well Done!
8. Greta.  - Hilary Duff, is really good, she just tries too hard sometimes. But I like her.


Also the entire season 4 of Nip/tuck...

Ugh so glad it is Thursday!
I am now an official employee of the Whisky a Go Go and soon to be a big party in my favor(with 4 other girls of course!)
And Also I will be preforming at Nokia Live this Saturday as a back up dancer for fabulously talented Keira Kang!

Me and My new pal, Zoei, are going to make her look reeeaaalll good, oh yeah!

Come to the WHISKY ON SATURDAY NIGHT!

Friday, September 10, 2010

Things Put Off

Today I actually did my makeup and really got ready for my day... at 2:30pm, but nonetheless, I got ready!

What comforts you most?

Things that I have found out about myself in the last week and half:

I really dislike sleeping on floors...
I need a phone, not want one or could live without one, need.  There are way too many things going on during these days in California and I need to be updated and people need to update me.
I should start dressing like I want to work.  I love me a good pair of jeans and a t-shirt, but my wardrobe needs an update...
I like being online.  I scan through over 1,000 pages a day... and I am never bored.
I need a massage once a month, something to do with carrying a backpack with a terrabite and a 15inch computer around and the scoliosis I have a hard time acknowledging that I have...
I actually, truly enjoy driving.  So much so that I will daze off into thought and miss my exit by 13 miles. :)
I love when I get an email that I can respond back to immediately.  Quit spamming me, I can't actually talk back to you!
I hate that I have never really shown people what I can do, I get nervous just like a lot of people and I tell them "no, its ok I can't really do that anyways," its a lie.  I can, and I will when I have at least one drink in me.  (oh don't judge, you probably have the same issues, you just wish someone would justify the fact that alcohol is bad for you during life situations and big decisions)  Grow some balls, shoot that whiskey and get on with your day.

I don't show very many people what I write.  I am nervous that the people who do know me, will be either embarrassed or they won't like my ideas.  (no thats true, I wish I could say fuck the world, really I would love to.)








I took a picture today.  I really want to know what I want.  It difficult when you want to do so many things, then you end up doing none of them.  Right now I am currently employed with RSM RobbyStarbuckMedia, as a personal assistant.  The company produces music videos for very well known bands and I finally get to be on the crew side.  Don't get me wrong, I love being on camera, I have just realized I am not that good at it.  I will practice, because my dad always says practice makes perfect.  And I truly believe that.
I have started my own music video inspiration file thanks to my new boss and I am sort of getting the hang of all this industry stuff.  Even though I thought I already knew how everything worked.   I am going to start posting what movies I have watched, because I feel like I have watched a lot of them and I have to start remembering what I saw.

MOST RECENT:
1) Up in the Air
2) Its Complicated
3)What Happens in Vegas
4)Catfish

There is way more, but I can't think of them.


Alright, c'est la vie for now!


Thursday, September 9, 2010

Its Like I'm Not Real

It all started back two Wednesdays ago.  I can't even believe its been 2 weeks, already.  I was cast in a music video, but ended up working for them on the production side instead, which was awesome.  I got hired on to be the Directors Assistant.  Even more amazing.

Ever since I have:
1) Locked my keys in my car on two separate occassions.
2) Lost my phone, in which turns out I need more than I thought.
3) Have spent more money driving there, then making it.
4) Got my car towed, but bright side, they let me have it back for free.
5) Have not managed to get a new phone for a week.
6) Haven't done laundry in about a month.

And ya know... None of this made me hinder.  I literally have just rolled with it.  I figured out what I need to do and then did what I had to.  Minus the phone thing...

But, you see, this is still a job of a lifetime.  My boss is cool, his family is great and I am actually excited to be the go to person when something is in need.  This is one of, as many of you know, my dreams that I actually attended film school for.  Music videos are something I am highly interested in.

So my point was that I don't feel real.  I feel asleep, this is a very elaborate dream.