I am a Run Away

Low and behold the great epihanies at midnight! Here I was trying to tell myself that I don't need a man in my life. I run as far as I can when anyone tries to get close. I have finally figured out some reasoning as to why I feel this way and what I want to do to change it.
One of the greatest lines of our generation was said so recent, most persons have missed out on it. "you alone have ambition, but the key to everything is collaboration," meaning we should help out one another. The ones who have figured this out have already made it! Why can't I find people who want to work just as much as I do?
Not even that, how about someone who wants the same things I do and in the long run, we actually do support eachother?
All this time I was making myself think I didn't need anyone to get things done that I wanted to do. My life has been a 3 hr movie with no hard work and no ending. So what do I need to do?
Friends and family of myself and people I know, and love should come together and do something great!
I can't even begin to tell you how insignificant I feel wanting to be an actress, almost all my life, yet the people who are close to me only see it as a new "flavor of the week" type deal and I am here to prove them wrong. Though why can't we all work together?
Where are my film making friends who love to write and have an amazing story to tell? Where are my marketing friends who make the best websites and want to do that for a living? Where are all my musician friends who want to be in a band, and play live shows just to play? Where are all those people who are donating to causes by themselves?
LETS HELP EACH OTHER OUT!
Seriously, I know I'm great at somethings and horrible at others, so where I fall short, others should be strong.

So lets all collaborate and do something big, bc we are only here for a little while so why not make it count?

I want someone who needs me and I them.

thanks for reading,

xoxo

Want to Write My Love.

i love this world, i love this time.
all is different, all is fine.
the things that matter most,
lost matter at all.
you need, you want, you feel, you lost.
for the moments missed and the ones you cant live without.
the one thing i wish is the first time i doubt.
never given a chance, yet loved you fully.
felt the part, but never enough.
two separate births brought together by passion.
years and years will follow. ill sideline the thought, you'll fake yours until you see.
like breakfast at tiffany's, the story will never end

xoxo