Where O Where Can He Be?

Aside for the complete lack of love in my current living area, I have a ton of it in another state.  (this is not sex life)

Although there are many a great guy in los angeles, I still feel unhitched to let anyone in and this goes for everyone I know.  You may have been "the one" once, but if I don't talk to you know or tell you how much I love you once a month, I am sorry, but its not you!

There is a reason I have been avoiding the "relationship game" here in California.  Does anyone really know their soul mate?  Seriously, its a big thing, and awfully true for the strong hearted woman I am to even think that I could be loved past a bed sheet.  But for those of you who reaaaallly know me.  I do love someone.  I've tried to embrace it, I've tried to get rid of it, I've driven across the country 4 times and 2 of those times were for this person.  Why go thru life not taking chances?  Deep down I know and have always known he was it.

Anyone else who isn't a character in a movie know what thats like?




On  side note, I am starting the process of writing and producing my own TV show.  It's a huge leap, but I'd rather fall knowing I tried to be great, instead of never getting past the gate due to fear of repercussions.  Right?


So I will be back with more news on that probably by the end of the week.

ps has anyone seen "Make it or Break it?"  If you ever wanted to know what life was like in my high school years, this show is the prequel to my life now lol.


xoxox

PS. Just because you "know" someone, doesn't stop them from talking shit about you, especially if you are at fault.  Think about it.