How come I can only see what I want to see in cute photos of beautifully, happy couples? Obviously they don't take pictures of the hard times, the fights, the terrible txt messages, or the thoughts like "why hasn't he called?" or "she couldn't possibly be into me."
Isn't it a terrible feeling when you have the best, mutual, time together and then one side decides its break time? No. Shame on you, what did I say in the title??? "Don't think, Not right now," this is not the time to think. This is the time to show each other your independence and interest in one another.
You know what's a dirty, awful, terrible, "you do it all the time because you're human," word is? Over-analyze... I shutter at the thought! The best part is, we don't have to... You do it because you want to. You want to find a flaw before you can fully trust the other person. Unfortunately you are on a path of self sabotage, destruction. Cool your jets! Pump the breaks! Be kind... rewind. You know a better way to focus your newly found infatuation/love/friendship energy is? ME neither, but I'm working on it. Everyone is different. I accept that and I shall move forward. I have been wanting to get back into... oh wait, back to my point...
The only reason you want to hear from your soon to be counter part is so that you feel relieved that they are thinking about you too. Trust that. HAVE FAITH! Chances are they can't wait to see you as much as you can't wait to see them. (Even if you got a txt that showed absolutely no interest in your plans for the day... so what, who cares. ) They're busy, and you should be too!
Think happy thoughts! Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Analyze you instead and be who you want to be. "You're on the right track, baby, cause you were born this way."
xoxo
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ps... Just incase it was unclear, I am thinkin about ya!
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